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pieces (birthday present placeholder pt. 1)

picking up the pieces

as this season doesn’t
begin

its changes

‘sweating buckets’ in
december

which is causing opiates [/methadone]
to exit my system quicker

wish you’d phone, wish you two
would exit my system
in these sweat trails

and entrails too-

sorry for the sordid/nasty
details boo,

but it’s true-

you do believe me,
don’t you?

as i pack, i realize
(tonight) that

the future/present
is so ‘compact’

whereas the past

is big, clunky, ugly,
mean

and (nearly) extinct/
irrelevant

yet, i admit,
vcrs, cds, you
[/our love]

holds some
‘mystique’

something

‘lovely and unique’

...i’m going to need you

to ‘say something’ [listen to
song of same name by drake]
soon....

it doesn’t have to be perfect
[n-e thing from yr lips is,
regardless- it’s music
to my ears to be able
to hear yr silence]

i worry yr friends, etc don’t have yr best
interest at heart

when we are apart

art turns to trash ‘n i fight not to crash
my car into the opposite of light...

are you alright?

whoever
you
are,

wherever
you
are

my shining
star/

the ‘bestest’
by far.

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