10,000

"who gives a fuck!" shouted at me from speeding truck. is it possible to feel the opposite of a million bucks? cause right now i'd say i'm about negative 10,000 at least. every piece of my being is aching, but then again not really aching so if i were to begin complaining i'd seem "whiny". my love is huge, my body is tiny. the scale keeps screaming: 103! but no matter how hard i try i can't fathom eating a thing.