angelina jolie/sometimes it is so hard to get back on your feet, especially when you were never really standing to begin with

i know what synesthesia is but there has gotta be a word for this:

'i just looked at angelina jolie's face and smelt cocaine'

right? what is that? it just happened and it was pretty
fantastic if not a bit too dramatic for the moment

is it correct that 'happy endings' are only for stories
that haven't ended yet?

(equally asinine)

you sit drinking tea you over-steeped

you decide to make coffee

you are writing poetry about writing poetry

and drawing a drawing of your hand drawing a drawing
of your hand drawing a drawing

you are thinking 'boring' whilst grinning

you decide to wait at least five more minutes before masturbating

i once knew an older girl or a young woman who could fold her napkins
into penguins

the thing is this: you cannot do it more than once yet
you can't only do it once, it's
a problem

i swear by peter pan

you vomit into a trashcan while waiting for the last bus to come
scoop you up,

you wipe away smelly liquid from your lips with your hand,

you feel no different

neither better nor worse just a bit sick

if anything you are happy to be a bit distracted, if
even for a moment divided by one second

you know you're old when you can't remember being young
except for the magic

my blood is carrying the contents of somebody's medicine cabinet