constipated

i took all of my clothes off but you didn't want
so i put them back on. i walked
you to the bus stop.

your dress had a few holes in its armpits.
you looked nice and smelt bad.
i felt that

i could leap into infinity
and make everything
between you and me
last.

i jumped but i fell flat (on my face)
into a clump on the pavement.

you thought i was "full of shit"
and, well, i guess i was a bit
constipated.