for s

i fell not from grace but gracefully from a graceful place

i landed flat on my face and fucked up my back

throwing everything out of whack

wishing i could just simply take it all back before it went black

thought that exctasy was here to last but unfortunately i was forced to take it all back

plus the injustices i inflicted when i cracked

i found myself in a hellish land

and

the devil shook my hand-

i am an ostritch with its head in the sand

i am your biggest fan

pom poms, glitter, and a side court band

playing

the blues

as im swilling this booze

feeling mindless sex is just that and i have nothing left to lose

i hope in the end you will choose

me

again

friend